Looks like I spoke too soon. I am not pregnant. Chemical pregnancy. I am ok I guess. I didn't need a big setback in my grief like this. I didn't NEED any of this in my life. Why can't my life just "go back to normal?" It breaks my heart when I have to realize over and over again that this IS normal now.
As counter-productive as I know it is, I want to just pretend like this never happened. I want to shut down a little bit and go through the motions until I can let my grief back in.
It just gets exhausting, doesn't it?
Sorry to hear about your setback. I hope that your test come back ok! My thought are with you and your husband.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are with you. I am so sorry about the news. Maybe Kayla and God have other plans for you. Back to grieving 101. I am here for you. Prayers are with you.
ReplyDeletethanks, ladies! I'm glad I have found such a great support group online.
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