Stillbirth, subsequent pregnancy, and parenting...this blog is for both of my girls
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Pregnancy dream
Last night I had such a vivid dream I felt like I needed to write about it. Somehow I went in for a doctor's appointment and discovered that I was pregnant with twins and they were already full-term. I kept getting asked if I wanted to induce labor or have a c-section, and I finally chose the c-section because I was so indifferent to labor. In the dream I was so casual about this surprise pregnancy, but I was still saying "I better get the c-section so they don't suffocate coming out." I woke up before they were actually born though. Even in my dreams I don't get to have living babies. I kept trying to fall back into the dream so I could see what happened, because I was so happy in the dream.
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