I am trying to figure out how to p
ost from my phone so hopefully this works. I have been unplugged for the last week on vacation and it's been great.
I thought this would be our great escape from the holidays but instead it has been very rejuvenating and I feel peaceful and connected to kayla.
Usually for new years I make lists of everything that happened during the year and all of my goals for the new year. this year it was ridiculously simple. 2011 was the year kayla died. the whole year revolved around her upcoming birth then the aftermath of her death. 2012 will hopefully be the year that I bring home a living child. that is my only goal, wish, desire.
I'll have a lot to write about when I get home. I hate typing on my phone, but I miss my blogging support network. I hope all of you survived the holidays and find peace and joy in 2012.
So simple. My wishes for 2012 are the same, simple and pure - a baby, one I get to bring home, living, breathing, kicking, screaming.
ReplyDeleteI found that turning of the clock to 2012 both happy and sad. 2011 was gone, the year my daughter was born, gone. Yet 2012 brings new hope.
I hope 2012 delivers for you Rachel.
Lots of thoughts and best wishes.