8 months ago I was in the hospital being induced with Kayla. As much as that was the worst day of my life I long to go back, to hold her again, to be her mother.
Now, I can smoothly answer that no, I have no children, when a stranger asks. I am starting to feel happy again, on good days.
I am still on vacation so tomorrow, on the 8 month anniversary of the day she was born, I plan on going to the beach and marveling at the ocean and shouting her name into the waves.
This might be one of my favorite posts! So glad you are still on vacation. You go to that beach tomorrow and you shout Kayla's name and I am so very proud of you! xoxo
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